Hard Surprise(By 100 DEMONS)

i'm killing myself slowly 
way too fucking slow 
you never see my weakness 
i never let it show 
buried so deep inside me 
i can't remember where 
on my way straight to hell 
and i'll wait for you there 
where can i find the answers 
i've looked everywhere 
drugs, religion, sin and penance 
i've tried them all they're not the cure 
i've been beaten down by life 
but i'me still fighting abck 
i want to die with dignity 
keep your tears i'm on track 
destined to go nowhere 
determined to get there first 
where can i find the answers 
i've looked everywhere 
drugs, religion, sin and penace 
i've tried them all they're not the cure